A letter 6-17-1998

I got this from a friend of mine. I don’t know why but it made me think of you and I. Ever since last night I’ve had this feeling that you don’t want me anymore. Am I right?

I paged you today, and when I tried to listen to the pages I had just left I couldn’t because you changed your code. I know that we made each other mad last night, and frustrated, but I didn’t know that . . . . . well I apparently didn’t know much of anything did I?

I dunno, maybe you should double think your feeelings about me. ‘Cause I don’t know about you but I sure don’t feel like I’m getting the feelings from you that you say you have for me. What do you think?

If you need to talk to me about something, then you might as well just come right out and say it. There’s no sence in putting it off right? I just don’t feel like it’s me you want. I feel like you need and want someone, yes, but the only reason it’s me is because I happen to be the only one who wants you back (as far as I know). If I’m wrong then I’m wrong, but if I’m not I’d sure like to know. Actually I’d like to know either way.

If you’re up to it, page me tonight. We can talk if you want. If not . . . . . . whatever. I guess I’ll talk to you when I talk to you. Bye

<3 J,M.