On being gone.. 5-6-2003

Idiot your not depressed, your not lonely.. Forget that, she’s gone living the life you wanted. I’m here just trying to make the best of it I can. I can stand to be alone. Its not really a big deal.. wanting makes having even better. My ideas are my own. And even if I share them I guess that only I can appreciate them.

5-6-2003